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Away

I need to get out of here. I need to leave. I can’t be here, in this town, with these people. London is suffocating me. It doesn’t matter where I go in this city, the badness always hunts me down, the heartbreak

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Away

I need to get out of here. I need to leave. I can’t be here, in this town, with these people. London is suffocating me. It doesn’t matter where I go in this city, the badness always hunts me down, the heartbreak

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Johnny Panic

I am not in a good place at the moment. Have I ever truly been in a good place? I don’t think so, but that’s a question for another day. I’m not doing very well at all. Old habits are

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Johnny Panic

I am not in a good place at the moment. Have I ever truly been in a good place? I don’t think so, but that’s a question for another day. I’m not doing very well at all. Old habits are

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Raincheck

I pretty much never post any of my art on this blog. I wanted to keep this blog as my writing space, and keep the art separate. Plus, I get massively stressed out about copyright on my work (it’s really

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Raincheck

I pretty much never post any of my art on this blog. I wanted to keep this blog as my writing space, and keep the art separate. Plus, I get massively stressed out about copyright on my work (it’s really

58 mins

Tonight I suffered the longest, most brutal panic attack of my life. Usually when I’m having a panic attack I can get my breathing under control in less than 10 minutes. The attack this evening lasted 58 minutes, almost an

58 mins

Tonight I suffered the longest, most brutal panic attack of my life. Usually when I’m having a panic attack I can get my breathing under control in less than 10 minutes. The attack this evening lasted 58 minutes, almost an

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I have so much to write. This is not it. This post, this is not it. I need to write and I want to write, I have so much to write this evening, but my head is mangled, it’s fit

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I have so much to write. This is not it. This post, this is not it. I need to write and I want to write, I have so much to write this evening, but my head is mangled, it’s fit

By Camden Town station last week, I think a music video was being recorded or something..

I will always remember this one time at Camden Lock

[Freewriting]  I would like to start this piece by saying, “I will always remember this one time at Camden Lock…” but that would most likely turn out to be a lie. I will probably not always remember this time, I will

By Camden Town station last week, I think a music video was being recorded or something..

I will always remember this one time at Camden Lock

[Freewriting]  I would like to start this piece by saying, “I will always remember this one time at Camden Lock…” but that would most likely turn out to be a lie. I will probably not always remember this time, I will

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The Retrogression of Self

I. With every drink comes degeneration and every disco dabble brings deterioration, the reckless demolition of a mind that thrives on vague ideas of happiness, promises of something better, and desperate attempts to experience whatever it means to “feel alive”

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The Retrogression of Self

I. With every drink comes degeneration and every disco dabble brings deterioration, the reckless demolition of a mind that thrives on vague ideas of happiness, promises of something better, and desperate attempts to experience whatever it means to “feel alive”

And She Kept On Saying…

And she kept on saying, You are you. YOU are YOU. You are you. You’re special. You’re different. You’re not like other girls your age. You are you. You’re just you. You’re special. You’re Y O U. You’re you. You are YOU. You are

And She Kept On Saying…

And she kept on saying, You are you. YOU are YOU. You are you. You’re special. You’re different. You’re not like other girls your age. You are you. You’re just you. You’re special. You’re Y O U. You’re you. You are YOU. You are